WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET...

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 23:18:03 GMT

wow, havent wrote in this thingy in a while! I can just say that i have been having the time of my life! Yeah things have its down times, but you know what, its better when they have their ups! omg turnabout was the bestest! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKI GIRL!!! you are now 16 doesnt it feel grrreat? lol... well yeah, i love absolutly love the super special six! you guys are the bestest that could have ever happen to me! hehe... i love you niki, lisa, johnnie, timmy, and paully! just rock my socks! hehe, well today im am soo bored oh well, it happens, i have been so busy the last weeks, i need a bored day! well yeah thats all laters

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 22:19:38 GMT

omg the week has flown by... nothing really exciting, god i hate school, it sucks sooo badly...almost finals! ahhh...Friday- i hung out with mish, jaime and sarah...it was like old times! omg too many laughs... and i got pulled over by the cops...omg too funny, but definately not at the time...lmao...then yeah nothing too much, sunday i had ccd and it was okay, i missed jill emily n kaysee i havent seen them in like forever! and yeah the rest of the week blew by....omg its tuesday...oh wow...This is a quick update... laters

Happy New Year!!! better later then never!

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 08:21:43 GMT

im really bored so im writing everything that basically happened and i dont feel like goin into grusom detail but i feel like just saying what happened...lol... well first of all Happy New Year! well i had an awesome new years thanks to heather, chris d, ashley, chris s, sarah, lisa, mickey, kelc, nick, and everyone else. it was grreat, so much fun. it was funny how mike, kevin, chris thought i was drunk even tho he was tipsy, that was soo funny, im so sucky at ddr! and we pranked the guys!! that was funny, i had to pretend i was sick to go and grab their shoes and then put them in my car, which smelled like feet, horrible, lol and then drive to kelc and wait until everyone got there... then like 1 ish all the guys left and 3ish mike, chris, and kevin comes and thought i was drunk cuz i took one of the welsch bottled and gulped it and they got it confused with mikes hard alcohol which was pretty funny, and i went by nikis which there were lots of ppl there that was i wouldnt say drunk but reallllllly tipsy and buzzed. but i heard lots of stories. well yeah new year was freakin awesome then i spent the night at heathers. heather and lisa went to sleep at 3 and me kelc and sarah went to sleep at 7 cuz we were talking too much and laughin at my face expressions, mostly sarah cuz she was slap happy. i woke up at 11 and went home cuz i also had to return movies at blockbuster. so then as soon as i get home i walk in and everyone is freaking screaming(my aunts and uncles spent the night) and i go into the living room and fall asleep on the air mattress and then every 15minutes my couzins would wake me up then i would bitch at them and then 15 minuttes later they do it again... brats, so then i woke up at 3 and then i went upstairs to sleep then i woke up at 5, then i went with heather, derek, and val to the movies to see oceans 12, and i fell asleep during it and heather and derek were making fun of me and putting popcorn all in my face and crap. previews suck, especially scarry ones... lmao.. and yeah that was about it basically.. oh yeah and tim, vince, and paul pranked me and heather and it was funny as fuck, cuz they used the soundtrack or whatever... haha and yeah poor sarah had to babysit and called me saying the little kid has plastic in his mouth, me- well take it out, haha and then it was just soo funny what these kids were doin and all i hear is sarah sayin stop im on the phone, no dont do that, stop hitting your brother, now...hahaha... now everyone left me online and im tired so im outtie! laters

did u have fun reading?

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 09:07:43 GMT

RAWRR

im bored

rawrr

nothing to do

wahhh

winter break is almost over

thats sucks

wahhh

oh well

rawrr

im still bored

having fun reading this

it keeps going

now cant you tell im bored???!!

rawrr

im done!

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 21:45:04 GMT

niki slept over and we watched final destination 2, creepy creepy, then the next day was christmas eve, then my family came over. Christmas was fun, but it really didnt seem like christmas and i dunno why but yeah i went over to my aunts house. then sarah slept over and we watched sleepover - hilarious cuz its so predictable and jersey girl i liked that movie but should have more of an ended to it... then i went to yejis party, fun fun... and yeah thats really about it. I dont want winter break to end... im havin soo much fun! this bites... oh well then yesterday i went by sarahs and ashley was there and so was chris and we all went to the movies they saw darkness, but since i cant watch scary movies, i saw meet the fockers pretty good...then we went back to sarahs to play ddr and omg i dont suck completely i actually passed...lol... and anyways we went to mc donalds...of course since we were hungry and as soon as we walk in, everyone is staring at us(me, ash, and sarah) it was kinda creepy... yeah im bored hehe call me!

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 06:46:54 GMT

well lets see here
monday- i went to the mall with sarah and we just hung out there and stuff. it was soo much fun and then we kept stoppin by at peoples houses and just surprised them...lol
Tuesday- went to taco bell with sarah and ashley, then we went to petco and me and ashley were makin a mess with the dog toys lol and then there were no birds and i was arguing with the guy about it...hehe then i picked up chris and drop around and it was sooo funny! lmao! it was great, then i dropped them off and yeah i watched a cinderella story at sarahs house, it was good! i like that movie!
Today- i went shopping with my auntie and then i went shoppin with johnnie, then i went to the movies with heather to see spanglish and we made up our own ending! yay!lol

yeah thats about it...:)

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 02:47:53 GMT

WHY THE FUCK EVERYONE HAS TO YELL AND BE MAD AT ME AT THE SAME NITE! I CANT TAKE THIS, IT IS TOO MUCH, YOU KNOW WHO U ARE AND U KNOW WHAT IM SORRY THAT IM A FUCKING BAD ASS FRIEND BUT U KNOW WHAT I DONT GIVE A FUCKIN DAMN ANYMORE, IT HURTS ME TO FUCKING SAY THAT BUT U KNOW WHAT IF IM THAT MUCH OF A FUCKEN MISTAKE FINE I DONT FUCKIN GIVE A SHIT AND IM DONE...A FAREWELL TO YOU!! NEXT PERSON, IM SORRY IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR YOU, IM SORRY I DO FEEL BAD, IM SORRY I CANT HOLD IT IN, IM SORRY THAT I CANT JUST WAKE UP AND EVERYTHING BE OKAY THE NEXT MORNING, IM SORRY IM NOT PERFECT AND DAMN STRAIGHT I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY THAT CUZ I KNOW VERY DAMN WELL IM NOT AND IM SORRY YOU ARE DEPRESSED, IM SORRY THAT I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING IN THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD TO HELP YOU, IM SORRY THAT YOU TURN ME DOWN EVERYTIME, I WANT TO HELP YOU SOO MUCH, BUT I CANT UNLESS YOU HELP ME HELP YOU, NEXT, I WOULD LIKE TO SAY I DONT KNOW EXACTLY WHAT WAS SAID OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT BUT WHY WOULD PEOPLE GO BEHIND MY BACK TO TALK ABOUT ME ESPECIALLY IF I DIDNT DO ANYTHING, THEN I HAVE MORE PPL JUST YELLIN AT ME FOR WHAT PEOPLE SAID I SAID OR WHATEVER, NEXT, IM SORRY U THINK THAT I DONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE, ARE U CRAZY? YOU WERE MY BB4L! JUST BECAUSE I HAD TO BABYSIT INSTEAD OF BEIN WITH U IS CRAP YOU ARE AWESOME AND IM SORRY U FEEL THAT WAY, BUT IM ALWAYS HERE FOR U BABE~, NEXT I WOULD LIKE TO SAY I DONT HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT I DID WRONG FOR U TO JUST BE PSH WE ARENT FRIENDS AND I FUCKIN HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS AND YOU CAN GO TO HELL... I AM JUST LIKE WHAT? I NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG AND AGAIN IT COMES TO ME BEING A BAD FRIEND... I GUESS I WILL NEVER HAVE ANY FRIENDS THAT WONT BE MAD AT ME SO U KNOW WHAT IF U JUST DONT WANT TO HANG OUT WITH ME BECAUSE IM SUCH A BAD ASS FRIEND SO DONT IM SORRY I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY.. WELL THERE IS ONE MORE AND ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS THAT IM NOT MAD I DONT GET MAD UNLESS YOU DO OR SAY SOMETHING THAT CANT BE RETURNED AND MAKE ME FEEL BAD AND BELIEVE ME IM NOT MAD AT YOU, I KNOW WHAT YOU SAID WAS TRUE, BUT THATS LIFE, I DONT HOLD GRUGES AND YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT BY NOW! IM SO DONE TYPING~ SO GOODBYE PPL WHO JUST WANT TO BE LIKE ITS JUST MEL, OF COURSE I NEED YOU, BUT YOU DONT NEED ME SO I UNDERSTAND, I JUST GET IN YOUR WAY SO PLEASE JUST MOVE ME. I FEEL LIKE IM A FUCKIN RUG~SO PLEASE STEP ON ME SOME MORE and thats all i have to say, and im sorry if you think im a bad person for writin all this crap it had to be said... i just had to say something

anyways today was good until i got home, i went to the mall with timmy and johnnie and it was fun, hehe kb toys, lol, well then of course i came home and it was kinda funny now that i think of it, one person after another, just kept making me feel crappy, just crappy...o well... irs done with and im finished im goin to sleep i was gunna go by allyses but i just dont feel like it.
</3 this hurt heart

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 21:26:25 GMT

Yay!!! Winter vacation! im soo excited. yesterday was a party at heathers!! hehe it was fun. lets see here... it was me, heather, kelsey, sarah, nick, tim, chris, mike, derek, vince, vern, paul, chris, ashley, and i think that was all but im not totally sure since me kels nick and tim all went to taco bell since we were hungry, and we missed mike kissin heather's mom but we saw chris totally kissin mike d... it was sooo funny, ashley made him do it so dont worry, but it was soooooo funny! then yeah, me and kels slept over at heathers and then me and heather went to the mall again today. it was fun. well yeah i have to babysit tonight and it sucks really bad! but i get money!! always a plus! hehe, well i was just wasting time so call me if your bored cuz i know i will be...hehehe.... laters

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 22:56:55 GMT

~[y][a][w][n]~
im so fricken tired today and i dunno why...
Allyse got me mad cuz she wont tell me what she wants for Christmas...
Why is it that the guys were so much easier? jees... and for me... i dont want anything so stop asking me!!!
so yeah nothing excitin today... just practice then ashley's house for a while to help me with spanish lol i need all the help i can get lol! rawrr i hate my teacher she is sooo unbelievably horrible... urg hehe. so yeah thats it really. so laters. im outtie ~MuCh Luv~ ;)

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 03:56:42 GMT

OMG today was a blast!! I went to the mall with Heather and omg soo much fun! We went Christmas shopping!!! YAY!! I like spent all my money but not really... it was soo much fun!! We like went to almost every good store and omg omg the mall had a movie theater in it i was like omg omg and freaking out... that was soo omg cool!! hehe I never went to stratford before but it was awesome! lol so then me and heather go into kohls and i was tired of carring bags so i take a cart and put them in there and then heather wants to go upstairs so then i take the cart with me and almost fall flat on my ass! soo funny but like i always fall since im soo clumsy lol... so then this guy was totally watching heather the whole time we were checking out, and he was really hott! lol but like maybe 20 or something so then we went to the food courts and i had the really good cinnamin pretzel yumm... hehe... then we went to wendys and it was soo funny! this black guy just wouldnt let go of my hand and i was like hehe thats my hand so yeah...LOL... then me and heather had an inside joke with the my boo song hehe then we went to kelseys and gave her the frosty and we talked like for 1 and 1/2 and didnt realize the time...hehe... but ima praire dog!! hehe well yeah thats my day today and now im gunna do hw and then hit the sack! laters~!!

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 01:22:13 GMT

Yesterday was soo much fun... lol ... thanks heather for inviting me over! First, i passed heathers house, then i see her so i back up and go in to her drive way. Then i go and ring the doorbell and then i see naked guys...lol... vern, vince, and mickey were naked and paul was the only one not... it was soo funny... then sarah came over. She was the only one to not get picked on... hehe me and heather were jumped on and piled up on like doggie style except me and heather were at the bottom and it hurt with everyones weight. LOL noo but it didnt hurt that bad like heather hitting vern in the balls, she didnt mean to but poor vern lol. so mikey and vern left at 11 and we were cleaning up just a little and then we heard the garage door and it was heathers mom so me vince and paul dashed out of her window... it was soo funny then vince broke part of the neighbors fence, and paul like tripped when goin over and landed like face first. i was like i'll just go around...lol so then i took them home, got lost, then got gas then i went home.

Today i woke up at 2, did nothing really, i was supposed to be at retreat so anything is better than that...lol, then i finished all my homework like a good girl, yessum i am good girl!!!lol jk...so then i just hung out today and watched johnnie a little when me gramma went shoppin and yep thats all.

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 01:49:49 GMT

Today was fun. Everyone thinks im at retreat except for a few people. Its soooo funny i like called everyone and they were like are u having fun...and im just like hell yeah and then they still dont know. it was funny. but then i have to go in jan...how much fun... yuck..lol...well today i saw christmas with the kranks...i wouldnt say it was the best... but i say it was cute..lol

You'd think by now, with all the knowledge you have received over the years, that you'd have everything to offer someone. Do I really have to wait this long? Is it just a matter of time? I'm tired of telling everyone that the right person will come along. . .I guess you can say that I'm jealous. . and I'll admit it. . I am. . .seeing that most of my friends are with someone. . . and I feel so. . unexplainable . . . "I wish that was me" kinda feeling. .I want to know the feeling of being wrapped up in someones arms, holding hands, a kiss, being with someone and everything in between. Automatically, I know it's too much to ask for. . . Im just not meant for anyone. . . but i hope that perfect someone would come. . . and hurry!. . .lol

so today i had no idea it was your birthday. im sooooo sorry im such a horrible person...hehe... but i had a blast spendin time wit ya!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABYYY!!! hehe... well thats all i have to say...i gotta go...latas

P.S. All i want for Christmas is my two front teeth!! hehe

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 00:59:54 GMT

IM soo bored... haha... well today was a pretty good day... except i lost my wallet...haha but i found it ;) lol... my name was called on the intercom!! lol and i didnt even hear it... o well maybe another time...hehe... Omg i wanna say thanks to all my friends...u guys are the greatest...i just had to say that lol hehehe... well nothing really new... o wait im single now... so GUysSS caLL me...LOL jk jk... well this weekend is gunna blow, friday the mole project..da da dumm...lol but its junna be fun cuz ashley alissa and allyse are gunna be there but other than that i have a church retreat...urg...but thats okay i cant wait til winter vacation sooo many plans!! haha... i never made plans before it was always hey what u doing now... umm i dunno... come over... im already on the way... hehe... now next week im so booked lol... its soo funny me booked LOL... well im gunna go to the game maybe...GO VARSITY BOYS BBALL!!! and ASHLEY!! u cheer u!! LOL...well im outtie laters

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 00:06:56 GMT

im sooo bored. Lisa just left me and now im all by myself. Courtneys gone for another whole 3 weeks and it truely sucks. This weekend was fun. Just hung out and stuff. My head hurts from crap thats been going on. Lisa, Anthony, Mickey, Courtney, Allyse, Kyle, and Yeji all came over on Saturday and it was fun. Lisa and her sex talks lmao-haha soo funny! Well i dunno what else to say so im outtie... latas

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 04:54:30 GMT

Anthony made me update this thing i never use but its aite... anyways alot has happened... like my brother got kicked out of the house...hehe...all good... Anthony is an awesome person and is now my boyfriend ;) and we hooked up allyse and kyle and its great... but we are still a week ahead of them!! hehe...i like hung out with anthony and allyse and kyle like for the long weekend like everyday...so much fun! but like over the four day weekend thing me and allyse has only been apart for like 12 hours... im sooo glad we are friends again... and now we are both not talking to mike or brent... what losers they are just giving us hard times... Today i got back from ccd with a long talk with jill and lotz has been up. Well nothing else is really new... who knows when the next time i'll be updating this thing...

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 21:43:07 GMT

Looking at the night sky

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 03:33:04 GMT

Wow!...holy cow... I havent updated this thingy like forever! wow! Geese... I dunno what to talk about except lately i have been in like mango fights with like everyone. And i dont understand, its really hard to say why but like lots of people are just bitching at me and i dunno what to say. Someone said that they are jealous of me. I just had to sit there and crack up... jealous of me, why the heck would anyone be jealous of me?? If life was a game, i would be losing... Im reallys sucky at doing these live journal thingys...I dunno what to say... rawr!... latas!

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 02:05:28 GMT

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Mon, 09 Aug 2004 05:44:21 GMT

1.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.?
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
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Mon, 09 Aug 2004 05:22:32 GMT

Hey, this is the first time im using this thing... i dont usually do journals but Courtney made me do it!...I might not update this thing tho! Im really bad with computers and tech. so this is an experience...hehehe...my thing seems so boring... i dont know how to make it better... I gotta get some ppl to help me cuz i am confused. Yeah umm, this first entry wont be long, but last week i went camping and it was fun and stuff but i really hate camping with all the bugas and sleepin on da floor (actually air mattress but same difference). But YeaH. Going to BeD noW!! LaTerZZ